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Be Thou My Vision

Hey Y’all,

Some of you friends asked that I post some music from time to time. So here’s a quick video shot through the laptop of one of my favorite hymns. Being that my voice was half gone ignore some of the cracks..

Hope you enjoy.

M

Small Huge Moments

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Here is a story I came across. Enjoy.

I arrived at the address and honked the horn. After waiting a few minutes I honked again. Since this was going to be my last ride of my shift I thought about just driving away, but instead I put the car in park and walked up to the door and knocked.. ‘Just a minute’, answered a frail, elderly voice. I could hear something being dragged across the floor.

After a long pause, the door opened. A small woman in her 90′s stood before me. She was wearing a print dress and a pillbox hat with a veil pinned on it, like somebody out of a 1940′s movie.

By her side was a small nylon suitcase. The apartment looked as if no one had lived in it for years. All the furniture was covered with sheets.

There were no clocks on the walls, no knickknacks or utensils on the counters. In the corner was a cardboard
box filled with photos and glassware.

‘Would you carry my bag out to the car?’ she said. I took the suitcase to the cab, then returned to assist the woman.

She took my arm and we walked slowly toward the curb.

She kept thanking me for my kindness. ‘It’s nothing’, I told her.. ‘I just try to treat my passengers the way I would want my mother to be treated.’

‘Oh, you’re such a good boy, she said. When we got in the cab, she gave me an address and then asked, ‘Could you drive
through downtown?’

‘It’s not the shortest way,’ I answered quickly..

‘Oh, I don’t mind,’ she said. ‘I’m in no hurry. I’m on my way to a hospice.

I looked in the rear-view mirror. Her eyes were glistening. ‘I don’t have any family left,’ she continued in a soft voice..’The doctor says I don’t have very long.’ I quietly reached over and shut off the meter.

‘What route would you like me to take?’ I asked.

For the next two hours, we drove through the city. She showed me the building where she had once worked as an elevator operator.

We drove through the neighborhood where she and her husband had lived when they were newlyweds She had me pull up in front of a furniture warehouse that had once been a ballroom where she had gone dancing as a girl.

Sometimes she’d ask me to slow in front of a particular building or corner and would sit staring into the darkness, saying nothing.

As the first hint of sun was creasing the horizon, she suddenly said, ‘I’m tired.Let’s go now’.
We drove in silence to the address she had given me. It was a low building, like a small convalescent home, with a driveway that passed under a portico.

Two orderlies came out to the cab as soon as we pulled up. They were solicitous and intent, watching her every move.
They must have been expecting her.

I opened the trunk and took the small suitcase to the door. The woman was already seated in a wheelchair.

‘How much do I owe you?’ She asked, reaching into her purse.

‘Nothing,’ I said

‘You have to make a living,’ she answered.

‘There are other passengers,’ I responded.

Almost without thinking, I bent and gave her a hug.She held onto me tightly.

‘You gave an old woman a little moment of joy,’ she said. ‘Thank you.’

I squeezed her hand, and then walked into the dim morning light.. Behind me, a door shut.It was the sound of the closing of a life..

I didn’t pick up any more passengers that shift. I drove aimlessly lost in thought. For the rest of that day,I could hardly talk.What if that woman had gotten an angry driver,or one who was impatient to end his shift? What if I had refused to take the run, or had honked once, then driven away?

On a quick review, I don’t think that I have done anything more important in my life.

We’re conditioned to think that our lives revolve around great moments.

But great moments often catch us unaware-beautifully wrapped in what others may consider a small one.

M

Back…Refocused…Humbled.

 

So I’ve taken about 2 months off from the ol’ website/blog thing.

It was a nice break. It was a needed break. I found myself simply writing for the sake of writing. Writing for blog hits and web stats and the warm fuzzies that come along with having people click on the little “like” buttons. I found that my blog was taking an identity shift that I didn’t care for. The purpose of this blog was to simply keep track for myself what God is doing in, around and through me. The purpose of this blog was to encourage others but talking openly and honestly about the various joys, hopes, pains and frustrations that life brings. And to create a place for conversation.

A friend of mine challenged me to step away from the keyboard for a bit and simply read the posts from the past 2 years and mark down the significant ones that were those light bulb moments in life where something just clicks. So that’s what I have been doing. Periodically I would click on a random post and sit there laughing firstly on how poor some of my spelling is. Secondly I would once again be brought to a place of complete humbleness of how faithful God is. Frankly, I need that more often than not.

So below are links to a few of those light bulb moments/posts if you want to take a gander of where I’ve been. And feel free to subscribe to find out where I’m going.

Last Word From God

Psalm 62

Something about the word “Praise”

Less of me to love…?

Stay Classy.

Mersh

Break Time! (extended)

Hey everyone. For those who have notice I haven’t blogged in about 3 weeks. I needed a break. A number of things factored into it. But I won’t be blogging for a week or two longer here. Breaks are good. Step away and Re-evaluate… Refresh and Revive…

High Fives.

M

30 days – Day 15 Make a Meal.

 

I found a website/challenge that I want to endeavor and blog as much as I can about. Its called “30 days to a better man” from the website “The Art of Manliness”. Click here to check it out.

Todays challenge is to cook for myself. I’ve been cooking for myself for years now so this is less of a challenge and more of a everyday occurrence. Today I made myself some grilled chicken burgers. They were pretty delicious and cost me less than what you pay for those fast food delights that make you want to hurl 30 minutes afterwards.

Challenge Accepted!

M

This hits…

We need more spoken word within music. Wow. You are welcome.

 

30 days – Day 14 – Letter to your father

I found a website/challenge that I want to endeavor and blog as much as I can about. Its called “30 days to a better man” from the website “The Art of Manliness”. Click here to check it out.

Before I begin. If you haven’t seen the movie “Big Fish” you need to spend some time and watch it. This movie gets me every single time, its based around the stories a man tells his son. Stories that intrigue and entice imagination and excitement. Stories that inspire and instill greatness. Stories regardless how tall or far fetched they may be are special between a man and their son.

Today’s challenge is based around that special bond between father and son. The challenge is to write a letter to your father. Seeing that this is a blog, I figured I would write an open letter to my old man.

So, Challenge Accepted. Here we go.

Dad.

I’m sitting here almost dumbfounded contemplating the words needed to be said to express my gratitude, respect and love for you. There is a few things that I want to highlight lately that you have done/said that I have appreciated in a large way. Simple things such as when I call you and say “Hey, it just me” you stop me and say “No son, its not JUST you. It IS You”. This stops me dead in my tracks and its your way of saying that you are proud of me and I should be proud of myself. Its so small yet instills a confidence in myself that I need.

I love it when you call simply to check up on me. You know the situation I am currently in and want to make sure that I am not only being taken care of but that I’m simply happy pursuing what I am called to do and what I love. This shows that not only are you my father but that you are my friend. That transition I know hasn’t been easy and something we are still growing in but I want you to know that I love the fact that we can simply shoot the breeze from time to time or hit up a fishing trip as friends.

I love the fact that I got to spend time back on the farm for harvest. Although it came with various ups and downs. It was a special time for me to come back, put in the hours and simply work along side you again.

So as I wrap this little letter up I want to say Thank you. I know I’m sometimes stubborn, hot  headed, loud, sometimes reserved and that I don’t call as often as you and mom would like, but Thank You for not holding that against me.

I love you more than you know and show.

You baby boy.

Mersh.

30 days – Day 13 Declutter.

 

I found a website/challenge that I want to endeavor and blog as much as I can about. Its called “30 days to a better man” from the website “The Art of Manliness”. Click here to check it out.

This one is likely going to take me a few days. Not because I have a massive amount of stuff lying around, but mainly because I don’t like throwing stuff away. I guess I inherited that from my dad.

Luckily the next 2 days are fairly low impact so I can spend some time doing this.

My main focus is my closet where I can likely get rid of a garbage bags amount of clothing and my office/man cave where I have to simply organize which will help me for getting papers ready for doing my taxes here.

Anyways, Challenge Accepted.

Mersh

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